Oh snap. I cried today. Finally. Shame it was in front of my instructors. I hate it, now I feel like they will judge me (or think, "be careful not to make her cry, or watch out she is going to cry") every time I see them.
I am totally embarrassed... It's like when you disappoint someone you know. It's not a big deal right? But when you disappoint someone you admire, It's a whole other thing. I dislike this feeling! I didn't disappoint, I just didn't want them to see. But one specifically I really didn't want to see! Sheeesh. I just want to be home. In bed. With my man. Not in this city...
Only one more sleep, only one more sleep. Common Friday?!
I am totally embarrassed... It's like when you disappoint someone you know. It's not a big deal right? But when you disappoint someone you admire, It's a whole other thing. I dislike this feeling! I didn't disappoint, I just didn't want them to see. But one specifically I really didn't want to see! Sheeesh. I just want to be home. In bed. With my man. Not in this city...
Only one more sleep, only one more sleep. Common Friday?!
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